I FINALLY FINISHED THAT MOTHERFUNKING MEDIA STUDIES ESSAY >.< After several weeks of no help really and then skipping one and a half lessons to finish the final draft, I got it done with 45 minutes until the deadline That fucker was seriously affecting my health. I was so stressed that it was keeping me awake at night, made me feel like crying sometimes and I even started getting random nosebleeds probably because my blood pressure was so high from the stress >.< Luckily it's over and I have a whole week off college to relax

Although now I have two other, slightly easier essays to do, my japanese work and start doing pre production on the product part of the media coursework - I'm designing an album cover Plus the usual social engagements which come with time off college. A pretty hectic but stress free week ^_^

SO I was at a halloween party on saturday and I went as a vampire. There isn't really a picture of me though but I thought I looked right. I went for a more Bishounen look I had thick black eyeliner on!!! However... I kinda cut my fringe so I could wax it kinda spiky but I've cut it too short so it's annoying me now >.< I'm gonna have to trim the rest of my hair or something now T.T stupid chris is stupid and fail ...

I enjoyed the party! Thank you Sian and Sol :3

So we got a little kitten on friday :3 Her name is Shadow and she's black but looks brown in the sunlight and she's, I think, 10 weeks old. She is so cute and tiny but she and my older cat Felix don't get along. She hisses at him and he runs away like a coward XD And he's twice her size lol the soppy thing. We hope they'll start to get along soon. She isn't hissing much now but he is but they have been close within a foot and a half of each other without doing anything. Does anyone have any advice to help them get along?

love you all

Chris xoxo

... you paddled through the soup of darkness as a crocodile!

Ahem... ignore my shameless plugging of Imogen Heap

I am in need of TV shows to watch >.< I am bored of The Vampire Diaries (boring teen angst/sexually charged tension with two brother vampires who hate each other) and all I have to look forward to are Glee, Dollhouse and South Park :/ and even then I have to watch them online ;_;

Expo is next weekend and I'm not going I wish good times on all those who are though! However, I'll be with friends for the weekend doinf some early Halloween festivities. And whatever happened to the apostrophe in Halloween? I always remember that it used to be spelt Hallowe'en because it was Hallows Eve or whatever. DAMN COMMERCIALISATION, CORPORATIONS AND THEIR STARBUCKS COFFEE CUP, CNN LIES AND IDIOTICITY (I'm channelling my inner IAMX aka Chris Corner )!!!!!!!

This is just rambling... I shall stop

Chris

I got the job!!! I will be working Mondays, Saturdays and Sundays at the new Sainsbury's supermarket in December on the checkouts I have a two-day induction on 30th-31st which I apparently will be paid for Score!!! Both days are from 8 until 5 and combined, that's 18 hours which is an hour more than I would be contracted to work in a week. £6.44 x 18 = £115.92 8D Can I get a SCORE!!!!? Although it'll probably be boring and full of form filling, lectures and practical activity :3 I hope they don't bloody take tax off >.>

College is nicht sehr gut at the moment but my friends are keeping me sane(ish )

My party went well ^_^ Only person who got really drunk was Jacqueline (not much of a surprise >.>...) and I made people watch Repo! the Genetic Opera which went down really well Thanks to all who attended!

I wrote a little today as well! It was at lunch when I felt a little depressed so I pulled out my Media notebook and wrote a bit more of chapter 18.

I'm also in this place where my loyalty feels stretched a bit thin these days and it's driving me mad. Is it wrong to want to scream what you think at someone but you have to comfort them? Bah...

2010 is looking to be an awesome year of concert going! Imogen Heap has a London show in February, Lady Gaga is playing at the O2 arena at some point and I'm determined to go to a festival next year and rave! Plus London Expo next May! I hope to be some form of Mad Hatter in lieu of the new Alice in Wonderland film. Jacqueline will probably be a slutty Alice I'm thinking... black suit, wonky top hat and multicolour hair and crazy make up... Hopefully this job will help to pay for this @.@ If not, just buy a bloody top hat and wear a shirt and skinny tie

Anyway, I better stop delaying this english essay any longer :/

Chris xoxoxo

Who here is a fan of Star Wars episode IV: A New Hope? Well there is a secret way of watching it on windows... TEXT BASED!! ANIMATED AND EVERYTHING!!! Though it has no sound... it's still awesome

watch this youtube video: [link] and follow the commands, then enjoy

Chris

Oh my it's been a while. But that's because I didn't have a lot to write home about 8D

It was my 18th birthday last Thursday. I can now vote, buy alcohol, buy cigarettes, get into 18 movies, buy 18 movies, get a credit card and a whole ton of other stuff. I got some nice things too. I got Dollhouse and My So-Called Life DVDs, A really warm hoodie, £110 and a 1 Terabyte External Hard Drive. Plus, my brother took me out to London (his treat) on Saturday and bought me a few things. I got from that trip Fight Club and an 8 disc set of Adventures of Sonic the Hedgehog on DVD, A hugeass Japanese Dictionary, Outliers by Malcolm Gladwell, Leviathan by Scott Westerfeld, 30 Seconds to Mars' first album and THE MARAUDERS MAP! It's massive and really detailed and even smells like old parchment I had an awesome birthday and we went to dinner (the most hilarious moment was when my Nan tells everyone she'd like to see a male pole dancing stripper ) and my friend Jacqueline got to come along too (we finished off this massive dessert @.@). My brother bought me this drink called the Brain Haemorrhage which didn't kick in until ten minutes after I'd drunk it. Took the day off of college after because I honestly was bothered to go in (plus I was a bit hungover and throwy-uppy ). This coming weekend I'm having a party with some friends which will be great I hope

In November, I'm going to see 30 Seconds to Mars play in London with my friend Sophie which is going to be EPIC! I'm hoping she's gotten standing tickets so we can push our way to the front and maybe Jared Leto will touch us It would be like a dream come true!!!! Sophie is an epic, amazing person who was one of the people who got me into My So-Called Life and renewed my love of 30 Seconds to Mars . I may just skip college that day... depending on when we're meeting up etc. (will save about £30 so I can pay her back for the ticket and get to London)

Recently, I've been listening to this British singer whose act is IAMX and he is very good. Look him up!! His music is talks about "sex, death, narcotic intoxication, bisexuality, decadence, religion, alienation and allusions to politics" according to Wikipedia

College is JDKBDBDFKSBF at the moment. Film ad English are going fine but Media and Japanese are a bit hinky >.< I have to do all this stuff for my essay in Media which is driving me nuts (the final draft is before half term and I haven't yet completed my first draft of my new essay as my original one was "good but wouldn't get marked as it didn't fit into any of the three key concepts" *eyeroll*). Japanese is so much right now. We're getting so much Kanji and I can't revise them all in time and my head is going all @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ ERROR#######~#~#^&*%&%\"(\"$}~@}\":$?> [shut down]. If I just go back and put all the Kanji's onto post-its and put them on my wall then I'll be fine (I did that as revision for the hirogana and katakana and it worked wonders). Plus, I still need to finish my UCAS profile AND write my personal statement @.@ BOOOOO! I need time to freeze >.<

Writing is slow at the moment. I missed my deadline for finishing First Love bcause chapter 17 was giving me trouble... so I skipped onto chapter 18 and I'll go back to it later. Chapter 18 is half written in my Media Studies notebook (which I then spilt water on the margin of @.@). But hopefully soon I'll be able to flex my creative writing skills in English (hopefully! We're studying James Joyce's Dubliners at the moment and then we'll be looking at some poems (you can hear the my groan of false happiness from there can't you?))

I do have a job interview on saturday!! After about three-four months of job hunting, I finally find a opening for the new Sainsbury's supermarket that's opening in town soon. We already have a Sainsbury's... but they're building a new, bigger, better one. The total number of supermarkets in My area (Farnborough, Camberley, Frimley (I don't count Aldershot )) to about 7 within a 5 mile radius, but possibly 8 if you count the big Marks and Spencer but that's more of a department store that a supermarket... I'm applying for a checkout job (although it's only temporary, it'll look good on my CV) which works Monday's after college and good hours on the weekend which let me have fun I'm hoping they might offer me a permanent position when my contract is up but if not, I can use them to find another job (people won't hire me as I have the equivalent of about 2 weeks experience in a retail environment >:3). Hopefully that'll go well and then I'll be earning £6.44 an hour, 17 hours a week ^_^

Anywho, it's late and I need to get up earlier tomorrow to do English homework. Good night!!

Chris xoxo